(she/her) i'm a 28y dj, artist, and cat lover. i listen to music, cry about it, then play it for other people. some of my other interests are sewing, cooking, gardening, dancing, petting cats, reading, watching reality tv, and discovering new music.

i created this page cus i wanted a way to express myself without the limitations of modern social medias. i miss when the internet was messy and fun and everyone's homepage had a glitter cursor and auto-playing mp3s. now everything is "optimized for user experience" aka boring and full of ads. i got addicted when i discovered neocities through a random subreddit and i had to make my own tiny shrine to being online in the 21st century. anyways i love you so much for visiting!

hobbies: collage, cross-stitching, surfing the web, reading, cooking/baking, thrifting, discovering new music, gardening, writing, etcccc
music: brakence, underscores, ninajirachi, fka twigs, charli xcx, terror jr, mallrat, kucka, elio, megan thee stallion
food: vegan mac and cheese, veggie sushi, wayyy too much sour candy
movie: parasite, get out, barbie, saltburn, but i'm a cheerleader, jennifer's body, the love witch, midsommar, heathers, everything everywhere all at once, it follows, us, clueless, 10 things i hate about you
tv: yellowjackets, mr. robot, west world, american horror story, love island, black mirror, killing eve, gossip girl, euphoria, skins UK, scandal, white lotus, severance, the l word, haunting of hill house
books: surrealist fiction, thrillers, memoirs from girlies with dead parents - the silent patient, earthlings (sayaka murata), sharp objects, wild, crying in h mart, white oleander, lovely bones, never let me go, hunger games, 1984, convenience store woman, life ceremony
games: the sims, animal crossing, stardew valley, detroit become human, pokemon go
color: i'm a pink girlie at heart but somehow always end up wearing black
place to cry: cold bathroom floor after a hot bath
place to dance: living room with my cats or behind the dj booth
drink: tomatini made by my bestie or a gin and tonic if i'm being basic at the bar
love language: words of affirmation

my first AIM screen name was "omgdramaqueen" (honestly still accurate)
i used to let my neopets starve because i was too busy gambling on turdle races
my first custom ringtone was with you - chris brown
i am an only child
capricorn sun, cancer moon
my first concert was hilary duff
i own more scrap fabric and craft materials than should be legal
i studied digital art + 3d animation in college
my dad died of cancer in august 2024. idk how to explain it but i'm a different person now
my mom also has terminal cancer ˙◠˙

i feel like society doesn't really understand grief or how to deal with it so this is something i hope to address in my blog. writing about grief is great for processing emotions and hopefully it will help other people feel less alone. people will try to avoid the topic because they think it's better if i can forget, but those who haven't experienced grief don't understand how front-of-mind the loss is for you ALL. THE. TIME. even years after it happens. anyways i wanna create a space or aura around me where people feel comfortable talking about the loved ones they've lost (or are losing - anticipatory grief is very real!!)

grief writings/poetry